I passed (: just 13 more to go (;

Hooooraaaaay! Just got the message, that I passed my first exam this term (the one I had in mid-decembre). Today I had a mock test, which was easier than I expected, so I feel pretty comfortable. I will have to however, postpone a few, since I can't possibly write 5 exams on one day. Sucks a bit, but that can't be helped..

Anyways, this is the shittiest time of the year, meaning I have to move my ass and study. I really have a lot to do in a very short period of time.
Back to my books!

Xxx Sonni

Feeling slightly homesick...

I have a horrible back pain again, my head slighly hurts and I am feeling dizzy. The perfect Saturday evening, y'all! Once you are in such a state you wish you were home! Therefore I just browsed a few pics from our first Poland-trip together. It was a lovely few days to be there! It felt so great to be home again. After all I love being in Poland, especially now, when I am beginning to understand what that country means to me.

Unfortunately time passes too quickly, when you enjoy it. And even though the weather was literally shitty, it was the perfect first trip together. I am so much looking forward to going there with my Love after the exams again.

Update: Now it's Sunday. We spent the evening playing Risk (alternative name : Domination). I hate that game, since I am always losing my temper !The thing is- I simply can't stand to loose. That is.
Righty right, I am off now- I need to study. I really need to, since exams are on its unevitable way ;-(.

Xoxo Soncek

Happy New Year!

I wish you all a very happy New Year. I do not really like that general kind of wishes. As for my part, they simply seem so much off-heart! As though the one who speaks them out, did not even think about them and what is even worse for me- as though the very person does not really mean it from his or her inner heart!
What can be said?








I can only tell you, that I was thinking about what happened in my life last year. I lost my dog
Snoopy, something I still hardly can't talk about, I saw strong relationships breaking- in every single matter. I was frustrated by people, who seemed like friends to me. I learned again, that not every family's bounds are as strong and supportive as they should be. On the other hand I met the love of my life. A person I thought- that couldn't exist. A person that changed my life. I watched my inner strength growing, as well as my conscience. I met so many wonderful people, and re-newed a great bunch of wonderful friendships. From my point of view, that was an extreme year indeed.

I wish this year was just as intensive in the amazing parts as last year, and less in negative experiences. But only less, since we also need them, unfortunately, to become the ones we are meant to be.

Without saying names, I can add, that a very close soul to me is going through very rough times at the moment. I know it hurts, and what is worse, I can't really help. But I do also know, it will make her stronger and later be of use.
A lot of love! Sonja